Thoughts on celibacy

by V.E. on September 30th, 2005

filed under favorite, ladyamedeus, sex, thoughts

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Colorquiz and others

by V.E. on September 30th, 2005

filed under ladyamedeus, quizzes/surveys

ColorQuiz.com Viannah took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!“Needs to feel identified with someone or something…”

Click here to read the rest of the results.

HASH(0x8b31fa0)
You are a fighter for saving everything that’s
good.
You are sad when you see crime and killings and you
want to help the victims.

What do you fight for? *for girls only* (cute anime pics)
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Content love
You will have a Content love. Not
boring, but without fights and problems. You
will just… be in love. Simple as that. As a
person, your not the one who laughs highest or
most often, nor the one in the dark corner
crying. You are the one who sits watching
everyone else, often with a little smile
playing on your lips. To you, life is good and
you will get what you wish for. You will fall
for someone who is himself, and lets you be
you.

What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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To be celibate or NOT to be celibate.

by V.E. on September 30th, 2005

filed under sex, thoughts

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Holy Mary, Mother of God!

by V.E. on September 30th, 2005

filed under sex, spirituality, thoughts

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Basic desires

by V.E. on September 29th, 2005

filed under quizzes/surveys

Read the following statements about each basic desire. If they strongly describe you mark “+” if they somewhat describe you mark “0,” and if they apply to you very little mark “-”:

(+)1. Curiosity. I have a thirst for knowledge.
(+)2. Acceptance. I have a hard time coping with criticism.
(+)3. Order. It upsets me when things are out of place.
(-)4. Physical Activity. Physical fitness is very important to me.
(+)5. Honor. I am a highly principled and loyal person.
(0)6. Power. I often seek leadership roles.
(+)7. Independence. Self-reliance is essential to my happiness.
(0)8. Social Contact. I am known as a fun-loving person.
(+)9. Family. My family/children come first.
(-)10. Status. I am impressed by people who own expensive things.
(+)11. Idealism. Compared with most people, I am very concerned with social causes.
(-)12. Vengeance. It is very important to me to get even with those who insult or offend me.
(0)13. Romance. Compared with my peers, I spend much more time pursuing romance.
(0)14. Eating. I love to eat and often fantasize about food.
(-)15. Saving. I hate throwing things away.
(0)16. Tranquility. It scares me when my heart beats rapidly.

Notes
1. Oh my Lord, it’s not healthy how much I want to know things.
2. Well, it depends. From people I really care about, acceptance is HUGE. But from people I barely know? Non-existant.
3. HAH, THAT’s the understatement of the century.
4. Fitness is important to me, but it’s not on my top ten list of “Things I MUST have in myself/my partner”
5. Duh.
6. I don’t really SEEK leadership roles, I just want to fix things that I know could be better and leadership lands in my lap.
7. Duh.
8. I AM a fun loving person, but I do much better in groups of 2-4 than anything larger.
9. Duh.
10. Okay, so I’m initially impressed by expensive things, etc, but after thinking about it, I usually re-evaluate.
11. Duh.
12. I’m not going to put a flaming bag of poop on someone’s doorstep, but I AM going to stick up for myself.
13. Er, well, having a romantic partner is nice, but only when they’re AROUND enough for it to count.
14. I like eating, but what I like more is eating with a group of people I’m close to; I like the conversation.
15. Well, I like scrapbooking, but periodically I go through all my stuff and throw away about half of it.
16. It depends on WHY my heart is beating rapidly, but usually I don’t like it.

To Do Soon (hopefully)

by V.E. on September 29th, 2005

filed under politics, to do

read Constitution and paraphrase
-am I strict constructionist or other?

read Patriot Act: paraphrase and argue
history of each Bush pres.
history of Clinton (to compare with each Bush)

Democratic National Party mission, etc.
Republican National Party mission, etc.
-which is more aligned with me?

powers of the President
-according to the Constitution
-other laws
-as seen today

Gundam Wing/Human League songfic
Sprunker’s Sekrit Projekt

Stupid collections people.

by V.E. on September 27th, 2005

filed under finances, personal, thoughts

I just called *that number* and this is what happened.

THEM: When are you going to pay your outstanding balance?
ME: What outstanding balance?
THEM: Your payments for your magazine subscriptions.
ME: What are you talking about? I cancelled that in like April.
THEM: What? Your subscription isn’t cancellable.
ME: Um, yes it is. I cancelled in like April. As in, LAST APRIL.
THEM: Well, you were told when you ordered the subscription that it wasn’t cancellable.
ME: Yes, I know that but when you sent me the official paper information and whatever it says ON THE PAPER that it IS cancellable.
THEM: Um, no, I used to work in that dept. and I’ve never heard of anything like that before.
ME: Well, I did what it told me to on the paper to cancel it, so I’m not paying you guys anymore.
THEM: Send us a copy of the paper [which I am now SO glad I kept] and we’ll honour it because I’ve never heard of that blah blah blah blah—
ME: Just give me the address to send it to.

I was irritated enough to just cut the guy off. I must say, it was a totally empowering experience.