To K–
by V.E. on April 8th, 2006
filed under ladyamedeus, personal, writing
“To rend something makes it riven and can cause a rift, and to rove is to be a rover and go roving.”
K–, I love you. You’re such an awesome, good person who I wish I knew so much better than I do. You have a beautiful singing voice and beautiful red hair. Although you’re quiet, your sweet nature and intelligence permeates the air around you and puts me in a much better mood than before seeing you.
I want to take your pain away. I know you’re struggling and I want to just hold you tight to me and let you cry if you want to or listen to you rant, pacing back and forth angrily in your room. I want know what makes you K–. I would like to get closer to you, but I don’t know how.
Do you know what your name means? It’s from the Old English, meaning “ruler, chief, leader”. I believe you are a leader, but not in the stereotypical, obvious ways most people think of. You have beliefs and stick to them. You may be sensitive, but you don’t take life lying down. I could learn a lot from you, I’m sure, if I knew you better.
Maybe you’d watch X with me sometime?
