Hurting

by V.E. on April 22nd, 2006

filed under ladyamedeus, personal


Sunset at Disneyland, near “It’s a Small World”

I’m not doing well. I’m feeling skittish and jumpy. I had a bad dream and it hasn’t left me for at least three or four hours yet. I’m tired but I slept for a long time today. I want to curl up and let the rain take me, but I’m afraid I’ll have another nightmare. The photo of sunset helps calm me.

Bennett hit me yesterday. It wasn’t anything really hard; just a few whacks with his wallet during dinner out of exasperation. Not hard whacks, just enough to show me he was irritated with me. But it made a difference anyway. I feel sick to my stomach whenever I think about it; the knot tightens just below my ribs and then fans out and makes me want to curl up and cry. After he realised how much it bothered me, he told me he would never hit me again, even in play, and I believe him and forgave him. But I still flinch when he touches me.

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Randomness

by V.E. on April 22nd, 2006

filed under entertainment, ladyamedeus

A little late, I know…

In other news, this clarification is pretty interesting. And: Stanford rocks sometimes.

And from [info]free_of_fear:
im going with joseph in aprox. 40 minutes to see silent hill.
it will be my 1st outing since the incident..

mayybe not a good idea.
hahaha

I wonder what “the incident” was.

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Day Forty-three

by V.E. on April 22nd, 2006

filed under 5reasons

  1. I’m being recognised “for my efforts to improve the Greek community” tonight at the Greek Week Awards dinner.
  2. To Serve and Submit by [info]susan_wright; easily the best novel I’ve read in a long, long time.
  3. Bennett, who has acted as my life-preserver without even knowing it many a time.
  4. Having much work to do and being reasonably confident that I can do it.
  5. Did you know? The Anime Club can pretty much run itself!

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Susan Wright, “To Serve and Submit,” the NCSF

by V.E. on April 22nd, 2006

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