I feel sick.

by V.E. on June 22nd, 2006

filed under health, ladyamedeus, personal, politics, writing

I feel sick.
It’s not a physical thing,
but it is,
’cause I’m going to be sick.
It’s actually a mental thing.
But it really is a physical thing
’cause my stomach
isn’t agreeing with me.

The thought of that happening
to me
is just
sickening.
What if
I couldn’t
get one
if I needed one?

I feel gross,
dirty;
what if I had to have
a baby?
I’m sick to my stomach
and my heart hurts.

Days One hundred two & One hundred three

by V.E. on June 22nd, 2006

filed under 5reasons

21 June 2006

  1. Summer Solstice; now the days will get shorter as the year progresses.
  2. Got my first test back with a score of 99.5/100–how awesome is that?
  3. A roommate willing to move into the next room when I just reeeeally need to sleep.
  4. Having something more than nothing to look forward to.
  5. Poppycock carmel popcorn.

22 June 2006

  1. No class tomorrow.
  2. Going to work even when I just want to go home and cry.
  3. Having more than one room in the apartment so I can do homework in a different room than sleep.
  4. Class ends next week today. I’ll be going up to NYC for the weekend…
  5. … and seeing Beauty & the Beast on Broadway with Daylin.