You know? I’m doing pretty well recently… I mean, in regards to Bennett… and, well, not having him near me anymore. So, I’m doing decently well; I was even okay on Monday evening when we went to dinner. We talked about cartoons and anime and spirituality and stuff in which Elivra apparently isn’t generally interested. It was fun, and I didn’t feel like I was going to die afterwards. Well, except I had/have blisters on the balls of my feet because I wore boots that I thought were okay to wear, but actually weren’t. But that’s neither here nor there.
Anyway, I’m feeling decently okay—like maybe I’m actually getting over Bennett [gasp]—and then… and then, I read something like this and I’m in love all over again. I wanted to call him and tell him I love him, but I didn’t. I haven’t. And I won’t, if I can continue to resist.
ARGH… [insert various and numerous curse words here]