May 30, 2002:
All right, I’m totally exhausted and now veeeery glad I’m not in the all-school musical this year (as much as I wanted to be in it before). I took some more quizzes (of course… junkie that I am), and the most notable at this point seems to be the Final Fantasy one. I took a Final Fantasy quiz and got a cross between Squall and Seifer. As I don’t know beans about anything Final Fantasy, this means nearly nothing to me. However, the little moving guys are cute, so I’m posting them up here anyways. If you know anything about FF with which you want to enlighten me, just click the little email me link down there.
You are Seifer! You’re a bad-boy (or bad-girl) loner whose
Thanks and have a great night. And now a message for everyone who goes to my school: SIGN UP FOR THE DAY OF SILENCE!!!! You know what I’m talking about… I’m the head organizer for Christ-sake… don’t let all my hard work go to waste.
May 24, 2002:
As school slowly comes to a close (less than a month left now, and counting), I find myself more and more occupied with the little things in life… Like this website. I’m kidding, I’m kidding. Moving on… Today I was sitting in Psychology (my sixth period class) and I wanted to be doing something else somewhere else rather than being there (watching Disney’s Tarzan no less). Then, after I’d thought about it some more, and I realised that I didn’t want to be doing anything anywhere else either. I just didn’t want to be. The feeling was unsettling at best. Does anyone else ever have this problem?
Which Kiss Are You?
I thought these two quizzes I took recently went well together for two reasons. First, I took them from the same website, and second, to have a true kiss, you need true emotion. Show’s you how I feel about ya, now doesn’t it?
May 23, 2002:
Hey, I wrote in this silly web journal thingy (my Random*Thoughts) just two days ago, but I find I have more time on my hands than I realised. Actually, I should probably be doing math homework, but I don’t want to. It’s not due for a while anyway. I’m “discussing” with an acquaintance about next year’s high school Gay-Straight Alliance. I’m VP of this year’s, and as far as I know, I guess I’ll be President of next year’s if no one else steps up to the plate. I’m not a leader by nature, but I do take control if nothing will get done otherwise. And this often leaves me with leadership roles I dislike and don’t need and don’t want.
Took another quiz. Fast becoming addicted to taking online quizzes, I believe. It seems this is how I’d die. Suicide, of course. I wouldn’t put it past myself. Ah well. Later, everyone.
May 21, 2002:
All righty everybody? No, actually I’m not that happy. Last night I was desperately trying to figure out what the hell I was put on Earth to do, to become. I couldn’t find it… I searched and searched inside myself and found… Nothing. This is not an unusual feeling, unfortunately. The nothing. It is disregard-able at times, but most often not having something to live for is severely crippling — mentally and physically. And discouraging. And annoying. I feel so helpless to do anything about anything and it frequently makes me royally pissed off. Also, this afternoon, a friend of mine said something about how I always listen (and laugh) at other’s stories and comments, but I rarely ever talk otherwise at all. I despise drinking, but this kind of talk (since I’m obviously in denial) about me just makes me want to go out and get as smashed as I possibly can as fast as I possibly can. On a lighter note, I took the “How gay are you?” test… one for girls and one for guys and I got the same percentage on both — 70% lesbian and 70% gay. That is so the truth. I am sooo not even joking around, here. Interesting, isn’t it?
How Gay Are YOU?
On another note, I’ve always wanted to say Duo’s famous phrase, “I may run and hide, but I’ll never tell a lie.” and actually mean it. I want it to be true when I say it. So, I pledge that from this point on, I will never tell a lie. Ever. No matter how hard it may be. Even if I get kicked out of the Air Force Academy for being both 70% lesbian and 70% gay as a result.
May 12, 2002:
Just got home from watching Spiderman with Tobey Maguire as Peter Parker and Kristin Dunst as Mary Jane. I’ve never really liked Dunst’s acting (no offense, Kristin), but I’m developing a super-crush on Maguire. I saw him in Pleasantville in my American History class of all places and was really surprised at how well he acted in it. Plus, I liked the theme of the movie. Anyway, back to Spiderman… doesn’t anyone else notice that comic book characters are slowly re-infiltrating our population? First the +great+ X-men, then Superman (in “Smallville”) and now Spiderman. Does anyone else notice this? Not that I mind, I just think it’s interesting. For all of you hardcore comic fans, this must be really good for you, ne? It’s like having a Sailor Moon movie actually make it to the silver screens in the USA. I’d be totally psyched… out of my mind with delirious joy or something. Might even kiss a guy. Who knows, right?
May 9, 2002:
Took another quiz thingy (this time regarding JTHM) and I ended up being Nny! Cool huh? If you don’t know what the hell I’m talking about, go to google.com and look up “Johnny the Homicidal Maniac” and see what you come up with. Nny is Johnny, by the way. And then I took a little quizzy on what Mage I’d be if I was one, and got to be the Illusionist. It’s creepy because that description is pretty much what I’m like. Disturbing, ne? Check these out.
Take the What Johnny the Homicidal Maniac character are you? quiz!
find your element at mutedfaith.com. <º>
Yea, so I feel just great. Actually, I don’t but I like to say I am because that way people don’t ask. One of my friends broke up with his girlfriend (who’s also my friend) today. Actually, the way I heard it was: “they’re taking a break to get to know each other better.” Another of my friends said that he initiated it, but I don’t really know for sure. Half of me is screaming for joy… Maybe he likes me, ne? The other half is laughing at the first half. He just broke up, after all. I want to comfort him if I can, but I don’t know how. I can’t even comfort myself very well. Hmm, I’ll have to think on this. Ja ne.
May 6, 2002:
I just took one of those online quizzes, you know? This one was specifically for Anne Rice characters, and I ended up being the character I’ve said I resembled all along: Gabrielle. Cool, huh? Here’s the little link thingy, in case you want to take the test, too. If you’e read the chronicles, you may be able to tell which answer goes with which character, like I did. Maybe I cheated, but that’s just like me. I’ll win whatever way I can, usually.
Which Anne Rice Vampire are you?
In other news, I DID NOT miss Beltaine this year (YAYAY) and I’m obviously really happy about that. For those of you who need enlightenment, Beltaine is a Wiccan holiday that falls on May 1, and is also called May Day. It’s the one day during the year that married couples can take off their wedding rings and celebrate the Goddess’ and God’s joy and merriment separately. Dancing around the Maypole is included… and it’s all around lots of fun!!! You stuffy Christians should try it sometime. Might be good for you.